LovelyPoeticHeart

Why is it that I waste my time thinking about you? What is this voodoo? Why is it that I still love you? It kills me to see you with someone who is not me But when you are with her you are happy. Why does it have to be like this? Why is it that I still want you to be my first kiss? Everyday I'm in war with myself Asking myself why is it you that I still love. Why you? I ask the God above. My heart breaks a little more When I'm not the one that you adore. I miss those brown eyes And how you were there to calm down my cries. I miss how you used to hug me so tight And how in the dark you were my light. I miss you but now there's nothing I can do

I've tried not to be hurt. I've tried not to cry. When I say "I'm fine" it's a lie. I've tried to be something I cannot be Which is happy. I've tried and tried yet I'm still here, And on my cheek is a tear. I cry and cry every day Because of all the things that you say. When I try to talk to you, It always seems like you have something else to do. And when you're not busy You always end up breaking me. I guess you cannot see How I am broken and unhappy, Or does it just not matter to you? I mean, you always have something better to do Than talk to your daughter who will always love you, Even after everything you will and did do. It's okay,